this is me.

I wanted to be a carrot when I was 5. I was an awesome 5 year old. I kinda wanna know HOW I planned to be a CARROT.

I hyperventilate a lot && the only thing you can do to stop me from going, literally, insane is to be there && just hug me tightly so I don’t fall over & hit my head. not kidding.

I used to bite my nails when im nervous. now I bite my lips.

I hate lightening && thunder && loud sounds like balloons popping.

Im really ticklish.

I don’t like to be around people that much.

I try not to cry in public.

I break rules all the time.

Doing the right thing doesn’t mean obeying the law. which is why I break rules all the time, as listed above.

I’m overly protective of people that are important to me.

you'd know if I didn’t like you because I'll show it.

sooooooooo if the above happens, just get the fuck away from me.

I have insane parents.

Im VERY paranoid of the ‘XD’ face. I DESPISE it soo hard. Because in my opinion , its overused and its fake.

im scared of a lot of things.

there are some days where nothing goes right && I'll bitch at you for no reason. deal with it.

im full japanese. like full.

I hate going overseas b/c I don’t know anybody there.

need my personal bubbleeee sooo don’t break it if you werent invited.

I think out loud.

I get annoyed pretty easily.

I have problems.

im pretty hard to understand b/c I barely ever make any sense.

I cant process words fast enough when im talking to someone.

losing my train of thoughts = something that happens every hour.

 i dont see the point in star gazing. its plain weird

I loveeeeeeeee painting nails.

insane flashbacks = not good

I'll space out in the middle of our conversation.

you probs wont get to sleep much if you have a sleepover with me :)

i suck at lying. you can tell when im lying.

i hate crowds of people.

i dont love everyone. i mean, if you love everyone, you're either a whore or a slut.

i can be a bitch sometimes. more like, whenever i want to be :)

i don't handle drama very well.

i dont think shoving a peice of styrofoam beetween your legs is kinky.

i love dancing in the rain :D

i say random things at random times and people usually dont understand me. except for my close friends who are completely used to my weird random bursts of thoughts.