realization

i came to realize that certain people in this world mean a heck more than i thought they do.
and then, theres the other group of people who i THOUGHT meant a lot, but they turned out to be total douchebags. they'll be close to you for a while, and then something small happens and they start drifting apart. and then you can't really trust them anymore. 


and then i realized that that's how life goes. you meet new people & you lose old friends.

"the people you think are the least likely to care what's up with you, are the first people to be there for you."

sometimes true, sometimes not. 

but the ones that's always gonna be there for you are the people you're always there for. 

now, that was a fuckload of realization in an hour. but it was useful.