so i've realized that i've been posting a fuckload of photos and i thought it was time for me to take a break from it for a bit. like maybe an hour or so?
anywho, todays the 31st of March, and i have approx 3 months left in taiwan before the summer. so i look at my calender thing on my desktop and i noticed that pretty much all my weekends are full & now i cant make new plans. but then what i also realized was that the plans that i've already made arent that important. so im gonna ditch some of those. yeah. i think. fuck.
& i also want to go back to the time when people didn't overreact or think too much about what other people thought about them and just that random shit in general.
my mind's kinda overflowing with some random stuff, and its really messed up right now, but thats okay. its one of those days. And I need to organize my thoughts, but its really not working so well. but again, that’s fine, because I don’t really know what the fuck is going on anymore. Okay okay, next topic!
i miss being with you. no, i don't miss you, you're always around. but i miss being WITH you like we were before. you're the reason for my tears, but you also have the power to make me smile, even when im completely broken. And im completely lost without you. But uh, yeah, we’re not the same anymore and it kinda saddens me. I wish we could just hold hands && run out to the field at 10 o’clock at night, lie down on the field looking up at the non-existent stars. & I never realized how much i needed you until you were gone.
Which is the case with every relationship in the world, so im not any different from you or anyone else.
I do hope you know who im talking about, but maybe not but yeah
And just a quick shout out to those of you who never fails to make my day. And those of you who, unlike other stupid whores, understand me when I speak in broken sentences.
okay. my thoughts are still floating about in my head, but thats fine.
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