so people ask me if theres anything wrong with me lately.
theres nothing wrong with me. but everyone else's having their problem which im kinda trying to juggle it all at the same time. which can be frustrating sometimes. but other than that, my life is fairly simple right now. no. let me rephrase that. my life is not that much of a mess right now. I mean, my life would NEVER be anywhere close to being simple. I KNOW THAT MUCH :( it bothers me. that I cant have a quiet day.
so basically, I miss the times when all I had to do was be myself and everything would be okay, because I didn’t give a shit as to what other people thought. and when I knew, exactly who and who not to trust. but now, its like, theres so many backstabbing and shit going on AROUND ME, and im there to WITNESS all that shit, and that just confuses me more. because I know both sides of the story, but am not really sure which side im suppose to believe. so theres a little bit of confusion in my life everyday, and a bit of shit with others that doesn’t concern me directly but does because im overprotective of my friends. which can suck like shit at times like this, because you'll have to juggle a shitload of stuff and you get really confused, and you know you're gonna explode anytime, but you try not to, and then yeah. you explode in the end, and that doesn’t end up being so good.
whats the point in trying to help someone if you're gonna end up getting hurt?
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