formspring.

i was on formspring : http://www.formspring.me/kana95121

i was asked this one question:

what's swimming to you?

and it made me think. I know I complain about having to swim all the time. But the truth is, swimming, it’s one thing that i can be proud of, i know im not the best at the school, not anywhere close, but it’s still something i put my time into. and it takes my mind off things, so it’s good that i swim because if i dont, i'll be spontaneously combusting every day. and its where i find people who have heard me complain, bitch and yell about random shit, and have also seen me at my worst, but they still won't judge me. and they happen to be my closest friends right now. thats what swimming is to me.

And with that realization came with one tiny problem. How am i gonna keep swimming when i go back to japan? And i cant figure out the answer to that question. Because i don’t know what is like in japan, and i don’t know where im gonna live, which implies that i have no idea where things are. I don’t even know where the closest swimming pool is.

It makes me not wanna move anymore.

and a quick shoutout to all the varsity swimmers this year + the tigersharks swimmers:

thanks for everything && putting up with my major every day PMS for the past four years :)