things are never what it looks like.

"how have you been?" seriously? after all you've put me through, you have enough guts to ask me that. un-fucking-believable. i used to think i was messed up, but i guess there are people worse than me. that realization should've..... well, made me feel better. but it didn't. 

i was reading my friend's blog. and he's been going on and on about how he likes this girl but she doesnt like him and they're best friends. and i told him my favourite quote from Bob Marley: Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." 

One minute, you convince yourself that you are so far up a hill, you can't see the bottom anymore, and the next, it's covered with black ice, and you're falling fast.