things are never what it looks like.

i miss holding your hand.

i miss kissing you before practice. 

i miss hugging you.

i miss laughing with you.

i miss being with you.

i miss everything about you.
and somehow
when i like you
you dont like me.
and when you like me
im obsessing over someone else.
it never worked out.
until now.

i cant promise you anything
i might let you down
but i want you.

people keep telling me
that you're only gonna hurt me again
but i know
im willing to risk it.