it's a swimmer thing.

i guess it's one of those things that normal people wouldn't understand. you have to be a part of it, and you have to accept that you're a part of the crazy group of people. or maybe, we've all been desensitized by each other's weirdness, what with the amount of time we spend together. i guess we don't notice each little weird things that we do anymore. we're all too used to our creepy weirdness. i think.

friday night - saturday morning

things i realized:

1. i love swimming, not only because of the people, but i love swimming itself.

2. i love my team mates. or most of, at least. 

3. they're my closest friends right now. end of discussion.

4. swimmers enjoy pain. as odd as it is, we enjoy pain, we really do. 

5. we kinda suck at baking. 

6. guys can't be hot if they're over the age of 25. hence the movie, "My Best Friend's Girl"

7. i love the 6 people that were there on friday night. 

let's elaborate more now:

1. i say i hate swimming, and that the only reason why i go there is to see people. the truth is, however, its not only because of the people, i do like swimming. it's what makes me who i am. 

2. i love most of my team mates. we support each other. and we sometimes have love - hate type of relationship. but in the end, we are always there for each other. 

3. honestly, i didnt realize i was this close to the swimmers until... well, until like three weeks ago. but once i found out that i was leaving, i realized that i'd rather spend time with the swimmers than spend time with other people. i know who my real friends are now, its the end of fucking discussion. 

4. yeah, i do enjoy pain.  i mean, we wont go through all the swim practice and the pain if we didn't like it. its complicated. i dont even understand why. but we do.

5. our brownie was kinda fail. there wasnt enough sugar and chocolate so it was basically tasteless. 

6. yeah, the guy from my best friend's girl. gross.

7.  tove bjork. berlin cheng. brian tong. william cheng. ian silverstein. eric lin. the best people on the face of earth, they're really important to me. and they know it :) and i loved spending time with them on friday + saturday, even though it got a little late on friday night. it was fun. i miss all of us being together already. it's never gonna happen again. 

im gonna miss this so much when i go back. i don't even wanna think about it.