some idiot on formspring asked me this:
it seems like your swimmer friends have replaced peyton & derrick & kevin. what's up with that?
first of all, its buii, not kevin. second. okay. i can have more than.. well, 3 close guy friends. nobody, and i mean nobody, can ever replace peyton, derrick or buii. i've just grown closer to brian & eric & william & ian, they're not replacing anybody, ive just found more people that i want to spend time with, more people that i feel safe around. thats all.
i dont understand why people are making such a big deal out of this. friends come and go. maybe im closer to the swimmers than i am with some people, but, and i know im gonna repeat myself, nobody can EVER replace peyton, derrick or buii. and at the same time, nobody can replace brian, eric, william or ian. its just that apart from peyton, derrick and buii, the swimmers are the people that's seen me at my worst and they dont judge me for what i say or do when im annoyed or disappointed. and they are the ones that are willing to put up with my shit, and i appreciate the fact that they're there for me all the time. which leads me to the fact that i am, yes, closer to the swimmers than most people, but derrick & peyton & buii are on the same level as them.
understood?
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