taiwan vs japan.

i miss taiwan. i miss its weather and its atmosphere, and how people were there.

things are so different here, i don't know what im doing. everyone is the same, and if you stand out, everyone stares at you and makes fun of you.
that, is totally unreasonable for me, what with me having to spend my last 5 years in a community where people wanted to be different, to be unique.

i went to my new school a whilte ago for an orientation. someone yelled the word "touche" and i was about to say "TOUCHET!" but i realized that nobody would understand whati m trying to say. and the cafeteria is set up just like TAS, with two rows of chair/benches that are the same brand and the same product as TAS. and theres a giant clock in the middle, up against the wall. i sat down and found myself looking for derrick & creager, the two people i had lunch with both A and B days. it was kinda sad.

i miss being able to go around on my own, because i knew which train to take and what the roads were called, to go on a cab. here, i don't know anything.  i havent lived in Osaka since i was two and a half, and obviously i didnt know much about where i was living at the time.

and people have weird manners or like. un-written rules here. its so un-fucking-resonable. and people still manage to do the weirdest things ever. like put make-up on in a train. from like basic foundation to mascara to lipgloss. and theres like bits of powder flying everywhere, i find it really gross. and people here, i guess, they dont know their age or something. there are like 45 year olds wearing the shortest skirt and the most revealing type of clothes ever. it really is disturbing.

anywho, i really miss taiwan and everything about it, the nightmarket, the hot weather, the randomness of people, all of it.