just a quick headsup

just a quick heads up to those of whom don’t understand what im trying to say.

when I say someones hot, or has a really nice body, I don’t mean I like him. it usually just means exactly what I said: he has a nice body. I know theres like, reading what people are really trying to say and all that, but honestly, all im trying to say that he has a nice body, muscular and all, and that im jealous. as an athlete.

and its honestly not that much of a big deal for a girl to say a guy is hot and not like him or vice versa. it is normal for those of us who grew up in a somewhat American environment. okay, it might be weird to all you Japanese people, but seriously. its not something to obsess over.

oh and the reason why I don’t tell you anything anymore? that’s because you went around telling everyone that I liked him. because I thought he was hot. and now the entire class, get this, the ENTIRE FUCKING CLASS looks at me when I entre the classroom. and then they look at him. and he goes all red for some reason and that just causes more misunderstanding. but hey, none of this would’ve happened if you hadn’t told him or anyone and tried to spread rumours. and tried to bring me down. because, heres a news flash, its not working. you’ve only embarrassed your so-called best friend, and I do admit that he is a good person, which probably is the reason why he can’t speak up for himself. and you make things totally awkward by purposefully ignoring me in the morning, because did you see that look on his face? im sure you did, what with you being his best friend and all. he was begging you to stop and you just kept going. I honestly don’t see why you had to “show off” that you guys are best friends. I mean, you guys don’t even talk during school. yeeeh that’s definitely best friends right there. not.

and I also don’t really give a shit about the football team. its rugby that I like, not American football. sure, I think American football is an awesome sport, and I like it, but not as much as rugby. no offence to anyone here, im just trying to explain myself. you keep talking about your football team as if it was your most valued possession. but hey, you quitted that team. you’re not a part of it anymore. do you still talk to the players in the hallway like you used to? no. that’s because you’ve quitted being their manager, and now you’re just another classmate to them. and you should realize that before everyone starts looking at you like an idiot. I know like it was your parents that didn’t want you to keep being the manager and all, but it was you who made the final decision to quit, and if you really wanted to do it, then you would’ve found a way to keep doing it.

and seriously, I’ve only been at the school for three days, and you guys are already trying to cause drama. I don’t like drama. I’ve had my share of drama back in Taiwan, and I don’t need anymore here. and honestly, I am trying my best not to cause any drama. I haven’t really gotten close to anyone here, except for Yui, Sakura, Mizuki, Elina, Anna, Hikaru, Hazuki and Sara. and those people, I know, I could trust, what with us going through the extra classes together and everything.

but seriously, I haven’t done anything. okay, like I don’t wear make up and I don’t wear slutty clothes because I was afraid that was gonna give you guys the wrong impression of who I am and I didn’t want that, because I wanted to go through my life at DIHS without any trouble. but you guys aren’t letting me do that. you take something i’ve said that was completely innocent and spread that around as a rumour. and you know everyones gonna believe you, instead of me. because I don’t know anyone in my class yet. and you took and abused that advantage. that’s called er, not fighting fair or whatever. I really don’t know why you guys are trying to bring me down like this. like, what the hell did I do to you guys. I haven’t really said a word to anyone in the class, except for Kano, which btw was a huge mistake and the reason why im writing this, but still. you guys don’t even know me.

and don’t try to pull that “oh-its-nothing-just-a-routine-for-the-new-kid” crap. because its not. Tomo is fitting in just fine in our class. and its basically only our class. cause the people in B class are honest-to-god-awesome. they don’t spread any false rumors, and they are not so Japanese like you all are. honestly, like, I thought DIHS was more of an international school rather than local school, but I was highly mistaken. like, I know 2/3 of the students came back from overseas and whatnot, but they still do act very Japanese, which btw, is definitely what I detested the most about coming back here.

and to the person that I think has a nice body. you know what I mean when I say you have a really nice body. because you know it yourself, and you also know that I don’t mean that I like you. hell, I’ve only talked to you ONCE. in math class. about rugby and football and swimming. and that basically was the only conversation we’ve had so far. so I don’t know you. so er, how can I like you? think logically for a second, yeah? and you don’t know me, so you cant like me either. another logical statement right there. so why aren’t you trying to do something about what everyones telling you? don’t you get tired of being laughed at, or stared at whenever I walk in the room? and why the fuck do you blush everytime they make fun of you? seriously, get over yourself.

okay, im done for now. but if anyone tries to do this again, or keeps doing it after reading this, I honestly will punch someone in the face. and no, it doenst matter if you’re a girl or a guy.

that’s all.