Friday, October 08, 2010

i give up.

i give up on

trying to fit in here
finding a boyfriend here
getting people to understand me
getting good grades
competitively swimming again
getting along with the captain
going to a good college
trying to be happy
not having any drama 
stopping him from fucking staring
stopping them from fucking talking about us
stopping everyone from treating us as transfer students anymore
getting good scores for the TOEFL test thats coming up
studying for mid terms
trying to make her understand what an ASB she is
trying to text less
understanding people here and their actions
trying to make the people in taiwan understand
trying to figure out if i really wanna go back in december

i give up on everything. life is unfair, theres no point in trying. 
努力は報われる is plain bullshit.

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