i think there was a song with that as a part of their lyrics. idk for sure though.
anyways,
i dont know what i want us to be, or where i want to go from here. im perfectly okay with how we dont talk. im okay with the fact that i dont exist in your world.
then why are people trying to change that? it just makes things awkward for both of us.
because innocent glances become guilty, normal encounters turn into awkwardly wtf moments. and i dont want that.
is it selfish that i really like you sometimes and other times you just dont matter? do i have to make up my mind about how i feel towards you?
i dont know what you want from me. i keep hearing rumors about you and i try to ignore them because they are almost always biased.
but what does your look mean?
ah fuck this. i dont know what to do anymore.
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