i can't do this anymore.

we're always looking for that one thing that makes us feel alive. 


and we think we found that something so we're all happy and love life and everything.. 


but then that something is no longer there, and we think we can't live anymore


and we lose the desire to live. 


but the truth is, if that something was the right thing for us,  they wouldn't leave in the first place.


so if someone leaves you and you feel like you're breaking into little pieces,


know that there is always someone else that's thinking of you.


and that person, is the one person that'll be there for you at all times


no matter the time, place nor the situation.


it's just a matter of whether we're smart enough to notice who's there and who's not when you need someone the most.


and if we pay close attention to the people around us, we'll know. 


don't think that just because we've never talked, that doesn't mean i don't care about you.


i actually care about you a lot. you just don't know it.


and as i type this, you lose yourself more and more and you will eventually lose the wish to keep going.


and thats okay, because we all know we'll get through it all in the end.


it's the results that counts, not how we get there. 


as for now, i don't think i can do this anymore.


but i will get over it in the end.