2010を振り返って パート２

写真入れたらメールの容量が大きすぎて〓

２つに分けなアカンくなっちゃった〓笑

 

 

７月〓

引っ越し〓日本へ帰国〓

いとこ二人と〓

 

 

 

８月〓

夏休み〓〓

いとことプリクラ〓

 

 

 

９月〓

同国スタート〓

〓１Ａ〓

 

 

 

１０月〓

遊びまくった〓

Best Friends〓

 

 

 

１１月〓

留学生＆期末〓

ユニバ〓

 

 

 

１２月〓

冬休み〓

台湾＆飲み会ばっかり〓

アンパンマン大好き〓笑

 

来年も楽しくやってくぞー〓〓

2010を振り返って パート１

２０１０終わっちゃうよー〓

いろいろあった年やったけど…

まぁ楽しかったね〓〓

 

ではでは写真入りでreflection〓

 

 

１月〓

水泳大会 in シンガポール〓

水泳部大好きやった時期〓

みんなでいろいろ頑張って良い成績残したねー〓〓

 

 

 

２月〓

水泳部でホットドッグ＆ハンバーガー売った〓

水泳部で一番に仲良かったメンバーやね〓

 

 

 

３月〓

飲み会ばっかり〓笑

楽しかったけど、頭痛がひどかった３月〓

お兄ちゃん達大好き〓

いろんな所に連れてってもらった〓

 

 

 

４月〓

香港の大会〓

いろいろ学んだ４月〓

 

 

 

５月〓

表彰式〓

男子１位、女子５位〓

 

 

 

６月〓

引っ越し寸前やから遊びまくった〓〓

親友〓

stats.

i was looking at my stats and i saw that somebody had googled my blog.
lmao i find that hilarious.

"colours with chaos kanako"
was the search title put into the google search box.
mmm funny.

thanks for everyone who's been reading my blog & commenting on it
i decided not to publish the comments as some of you have written some personal things
and specifically asked me not to publish it.
but leave me your address or your contact info or name
and i'll reply to it in person :)


on a different note:
i've decided that i wont let TWD get to me. what they do is quite repulsing, it makes me sick to see that they think they can keep hurting people like this.
but to let them get to me, its like showing a weakness. and i don't want that.


on another different note:
the same person keeps appearing in my dream. every night. for a week now. its kinda creepy, because the dreams i have are different, but one person is constant in all the dreams.

ultimate slow dance song :)

hero by enrique englasias <3

this song makes me cry almost everytime i hear it.

statements.

maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less


regret beats pain everyday of the week and twice on Sunday


- ghosts of girlfriend's past.


When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not, It's just the beginning. 
- 17 again.




ghost of girlfriend's past.
my favourite movie. 

i didnt ask for any of this.

taiwan currency, numbers, heights & others.

all the time.

:D

idk.

fuck

2010 - 2011

bamf.

dish!

your name.

i do, i really do. 

insult.

win.

alright, i forgive the ones i despise. 
theres no use in me hating on you guys right now, that'll just make you want to try to hurt me more. and i find that highly immature, so im gonna stop that now. im gonna be the bigger person here. i'll stop talking bad about you guys, i won't listen to what you all say, i wont let you get to me.
i know you're reading this, and i hope you re-think what you've done to me and my friends.


i forgive you. 

so true.

true that.

accent.

oh how i love the british accent :) 

you have no idea how true this is.

the notebook.

“I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it.”

-The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks

reblogging.

i understood what you were saying. you were telling me that you loved me the most, that your surrender proved it.  i wanted to argue, but there was no point in starting an argument that would only hurt you more.  two futures, two soul mates... to much for any one person, let alone myself. and so unfair that i wouldn't be the only one to pay for it. Cringing at the thought of that price, i wondered if i would have wavered, if i hadnt lost you once. if i didnt know what it was like to live without you. i wasnt sure. that knowledge was so deep a part of me, i couldnt imagine how i would feel without it. My hindsight seemed unbearable clear. i could see every mistake i'd made, very bit of harm i'd done, the small things and the big things. Each pain i'd caused you, each wound i've given you, stacked up into neat piles that i could not ignore or deny. And i realized that i’d been wrong all along about the magnets. It had not been us that i’d been trying to force together, it was the two parts myself, my me and your me. But they could not exist together and i never should have tried. I’d done so much damage.

At some point during all this, i remembered the promise i’d made to myself earlier----- that i would never make you see me shed another tear. for myself, for you, or for anyone. The thought brought on a round of hysteria. But it passed too, when it had fun its course. It took longer than i thought it would for that smaller, broken part of me to cry herself out. It happened, though, and i was eventually exhausted enough to sleep. Unconsciousness did not bring full relief from the pain, just a numbing, dulling ease, like medicine. Made it more bearable. But it was still there: i was aware of it, even asleep, and that helped me to make the adjustments i needed to make. 

look

smile.

nothing.

reasons.

everyday

afraid.

spinning

fuck youu

anyone?

sharpie!

mmmm my obsession with sharpie markers & anything that writes <3

performance.

honeslty, people really suck for ruining my act.

depressed?

i swear to god
its th ebest thing to do when you're fucked up
it calms your mind
allows you to slow down, eventually stop
and to think logically.

replacement

replacements just don't work like that.
you know it. 

lyrics

guyss :)

im glad peyton, derrick, buii, brian, micah & patrick get this.
they are gonna make amazing boyfriends <3 
i love you guys! 

1. it does calm me down.
2. it makes my day too.
3. i love it.
4. i do this all the time.
5. happens often at the doshisha station.
6. you know who you are and that i love you.
7. all the time dudeee.
8. brian tong <3 the digital clock on the wall of the pool is the best.  
9. love that.
10. every morning :) 

omg love.

this reminds me of cold stone and taiwan!
why dont they have cold stones in japan?

like.