a promise.

im gonna be in taiwan in 4 days.
i seriously need a breather.
a getaway from all this.
and taiwan is the place for that.
i dont have to care about judgemental people
or who my real friends are
because i know who they are now.
thanks for those of you who dutifully kept in touch
and listened to me vent out about things here.
i promise, once i go back to taiwan
and i let everything out,
it won't happen again.
going back to taiwan, and then
coming back to japan again to start school
is gonna be like september all over again.
which means its gonna be really hard for me
but this time, i will be strong.
i won't let people see how much they bother me.
or better yet,
i won't let them get to me
in any way.
that's a fucking promise right there.

in life, you need one thing to survive.
the ability to simply realize that shit happens.
you step in it, accept it, get the fuck over it.
and you keep walking.