first day back.

first day back
and i saw you
and im already getting this feeling.
i got this feeling i havent in a long time

its the, “are you looking at me when im unaware your looking at me”
cause you shouldnt be secretly looking at me because i will know that you are
its that feeling, when someones watching you, and then you turn around
and that person veers his eyes away from you 
and although its kind of rude to stare at people, 
it kinda draws yourself together
but its wrong, and it means nothing.

i think we need to admit that
there is something going on.
its not lust
but its not hatred.
we need to figure out what it is.