sometimes.

I sometimes think maybe I need to let a lot of things pass me by and not care about so many little things. There's a reason why people aren't cooperative. Theres a reason for me not liking them so much.


& I think its okay to let my emotions take over, rather than my ability to remain rational, because sometimes, acting on emotions can be great. Its okay, then, as long as I know when I absolutely have to be rational, rather than emotion crazed teenager.

God, how I would love to get away from everything that’s happening.

I don't mean to complain about things. But its kinda hard, you know? Sometimes, when things go wrong and all you have is… well, basically nothing, it gets really hard.

People misjudge me. Actually, they shouldn’t even judge me by what I say here because sometimes these are just words, but whatever.

People need to stop saying that im strong, that I can do anything.

That's not me.

And they definitely need to stop pretending like I don’t need anyone
Because you keep telling him that
And we push each other away but that's the opposite of what others are saying about us
And it just gets complicating, you know?


Oh god, I don’t even know what im saying anymore.