courage.

i now understood perfectly well what you were trying to tell me before.
you were saying that you had decided to put me before yourself, no matter how much pain it caused.
it didnt mean much to me at the time, but now i know.

it takes a great deal of courage to put others in front of you, knowing you yourself would get hurt from the process of it.
but what makes a person a good friend or a good person in general, is their ability to think about everyone but themselves.

and i hope i had that courage.
more so now than before.