things are never what it looks like.

i cant take this anymore. i dont care if you talk behind my back. i dont care what you say, as long as im not there to hear you say it.
its perfectly fine for you to say things when im not around.
but it does hurt when you say it right behind me, without even fucking realizing that i could hear you.
you think its fun trying to hurt me because i dont show that im hurt. and i hate to admit this but i do get hurt. im not that strong.
i dont know how much of this i can take anymore.