justification.

to be honest, i dont think age has anything to do with all of this. i know what i did was wrong and you shouldn't be giving me a way out, you should be mad at me. i get what you are saying about me being sick and needing mental support, and him being heartbroken and our past and all that, but that shouldn't be used as justification for our actions.
because by saying what i did was justified, you're giving yourself a way out if something like this happens with you, and i don't want that.
and you get mad at him but not me. thats downright stupid. it was us doing what was wrong, not just him. i was involved and that fact shouldnt be ignored.
and you say that im supposed to be making mistakes because im still in high school, but i dont see how that works. why do you, all of sudden, treat me like a kid? you always treat me like im older than i really am. and just for this, you talk to me like im a little kid.
and what was that you said about us not being serious? thats complete bullshit.

sometimes i wish you wouldnt be so nice to me. because i dont deserve your benevolence.