exams.

recovered from influenza! ef it was horrible, i didnt get to study for my finals :(
not that im going to study or anything, so nbd.

end of the year finals start tomorrow, until friday. after that, end of the year assembly on monday andddddd spring break!
possibly the last chem/bio/maths exams i'll ever take in my life cause im not taking them next year :) failing chem/bio as per usual, but maths is okay this time i guess.

gonna go study now :)

well, hello ryan lochte :)

最近忙しい。
なんか勉強とかじゃなくて忙しい。研修旅行とかもはや学校ではそれしかしてへんのちゃうかゆうくらい忙しいからな。

しっかりせなアカンのは分かってるけど、しっかりせなアカン時こそちょっとゆっくりしたいねんなぁ。

とにかくいろいろありすぎてしんどいなぁ。
はやく全部終わらんかなぁ。
勝手に解決するとかないんかなぁ。

自分が何をしたいかもはっきりせーへんままここまで来てしまったからなぁ。
どうしようかなぁ。

もうなんとかなるとか言ってられへんからなぁ。

what's wrong with just being myself? what's so important about trying to be like everyone else? 
is it because i'm a "bad influence"? or is it because i'm not who you thought i was?

i blog to express, not to impress. 

valentines!

all the time. i have no idea how many times it saved my heart.

favourite place in the entire world.

faith.

yummm.

i miss this </3

It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear, You almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important - that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you. And when it's over, and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back - so that you could have the good.

-Rhianna

new favourite? i think so.

i'm not confident. i'm not bold. or brazen, for that matter. i feel insecure all the time. sometimes i'm so embarrassed, i want to crawl into a hole and never come back up again.
but by wearing vivid colours, i hide behind the brightest, hide my feeling of insecurity.
say what you want about me. i might not be confident but im not weak. your words can't get to me, i simply won't let them.

- claire's two-way hooks orange, yellow, pink and green <3

the missing piece.

it's not that i dont enjoy going to school. truthfully, i love it. the people i get to hang out with every day, i couldn't have asked for better people. they accept me for who i am, not some fake me thats been shaped by the society.

but there's something missing. something big, but i can't quite put a name to it. and i feel incomplete without that something. i dont know how to find that missing piece though.

awhhh :)

adorable much?

hey cuties :)