we've been at this for almost half a year now.
and i think it's time we start being honest.
this is all way too energy consuming.
not to mention waste of time, and time is something i don't have anymore.

:)

My worst enemy is myself.
I am what's keeping me awake at night.
I am the endless negative thoughts in my head.
I create all the chaos.
I make up scenarios in my head.
I do things that I regret later on.

Without me, my life would be so much easier.
No more sleepless nights,
No more what-ifs,
No more regrets.

But who am I without me.

"You never really know a girl until you talk to her four in the morning. All day she masks behind books, make up, pretty clothes, an attitude, and the fakest of smiles. But in the darkest parts of the night and the earliest parts of the morning, she breaks from her shell and opens her heart. The beat changes, her voices’ medley trembles, her eyes bat away tears. You never really know a girl until you speak to her soul, four in the morning. "