but if there's one thing i know, its the fact that no matter what i say, or do, i don't actually want you to leave. you need to understand that i need to keep some distance in between us, just so i don't become your back up plan anymore.
you're one of the only people i can trust and i thought i was never gonna lose you, but this happens every time and i know i said i'll always be there for you, but we both know we're drifting apart. we barely ever talk anymore, and we don't really have fun when we're around each other. it saddens me to see you act like you like being with us, when its clear that you don't. you think we're too preppy, too happy all the time.
things change and people change, that's life. but i didn't think we'd change. but we did. its not just you, it's me as well. i know i've changed, and i don't like who im becoming, but theres honestly nothing i can do about it now. this, is who i am. we don't like who we're turning into, but thats life.
i'm sorry.
things change and people change, that's life. but i didn't think we'd change. but we did. its not just you, it's me as well. i know i've changed, and i don't like who im becoming, but theres honestly nothing i can do about it now. this, is who i am. we don't like who we're turning into, but thats life.
i'm sorry.
hi kanako,
ReplyDeletewhat is up? who are you talking about in this post :( i hope it's not me. ok now i'm going to go mad trying to guess who this post is about.
anywayas.
i haven't been on my blog for so long that the website has already signed me out or whatever it is. so i've decided that i'm just going to leave my blog lying in a mess :D