conversation.

him: go home. radioactivity. scary. just go. 
me: alright. that makes sense.
her: then kanako can go back. i'll stay with you. im not leaving you alone. 
him: if you stay and we get hit by an earthquake, she'll lose the both of us at once.
her: she'll have other people to rely on when she goes back. im not leaving you.


yep. that conversation nearly killed me.
it implies that she doesn't care if i lose two people i love the most at once.


another proof of the fact that im never good enough.