things to write about.

Your Best Friends:
my best friends are mainly the people i've known since like, grade 6. they've always been there for me, and i try to be there for them as much as i can. we don't all live in the same country anymore, but im pretty sure if i needed someone to turn to, they'll be the first ones i'd call. or text. or inbox. whatever. Tove is the friend i can always have fun with, but also be serious if needed. Derrick is the one that can make me smile, no matter what. Peyton's the wise one, with all the intelligent advice and the insight. Buii is the psychologist, who just listens to my ranting about things. Patrick and Micah are the ones that live far away but i still care for them deeply. Cow is the one i have deep talks with, the one that's not afraid to show a little bit of pain. 




Your Crush:
ah, he ended up disappointing me. enough said. 




Your sibling (or closest relative):
would be my cousins. even though we are of different age, i love hanging out with them. i can always have fun playing cards with them, or like just chillin' on the couch and watching random TV shows :) 




Your dreams:
dreams as in the ones i get when i sleep? well, those are usually just a reminder of what my life looks like compared to what i thought it would be like, before i moved here. 
dreams as in what i want to do in the future? that's still undecided, but i do hope i can use english/mandarin/japanese to help other people. 




A stranger:
i love strangers. they don't know me, so they don't judge. they accept you for who you are, and you accept them for who they are.




Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush:
it's andrews birthday today - ex boyfriend.
i havent talked to derrick in a while - another ex boyfriend.
those two are worth mentioning by names. 
the other ex-boyfriends and crush and whatnot, aren't even worth thinking about.
:)




Your favorite internet friend:
ehhh. probably yusuke :) i love you hon!




Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to:
peyton! i need your advice on a couple of things. or i just need to talk to you for a bit. 
derrick! i miss your silliness.
cow! WHERE'D YOU GO. I MISS YOU SO. 




The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain:
if you know me, you know who that person would be. 




Someone you wish could forgive you:
im sorry. i don't think my apologies mean anything to you, but i don't want us to go for another two years without me actually apologizing.




Someone you’ve drifted away from:
that'll be a lot of people from Taiwan. and TAS. and TJS. and probably I met during IASAS. 




The person you miss the most:
Derrick. I saw a lot of people when i visited Taiwan in December. but Derrick? he wasn't there :( i miss you so much Terence




Someone that’s not in your state/country:
everyone i love is out of the country.




Someone from your childhood:
im starting to talk to them again, or like, get in touch with them :) 




Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad:
you have no idea how much he pesters my mind. it drives me crazy.




The one that broke your heart the hardest:
you know who this is, if you really knew me :) 




Someone you judged by their first impression:
TWD. and i was right about it.




The person that gave you your favorite memory:
<3




Someone that changed your life:
i met a lot of people that changed my perspective on things. and i appreciate them all for all they've done for me, and they are the reasons why i am who i am now :) 




The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to:
:((