alone

i realized that i like being alone. its fun to interact with ppl and have fun with them but i do need my own quiet time.
some people find it surprising that i would want to be alone. but they dont know me.
people that know me well understand that sometimes it gets kinda tiring to be faking everything. i dont really mind it, honestly, but yeah, it does get tiring and frustrating and i just need my space to kinda calm down and step back for a second.
like 5 minutes is all i need to bring myself together. but that 5 minutes is whats important to me. does that even make sense?