relieved.

i don't know where else to let my emotions out.
i have never been more relieved in my life. and overwhelmed.
it was hard, the couple few months, arguing with my parents almost everyday and crying myself to sleep because i had no idea what i was doing or what i was supposed to do.
but i guess this is just one of those things that teach me that no effort is in vain.

still waiting to hear from more places, but at least i've got one. and it made me realise that that one certain email was definitely worth the hard work i went through in the past few months.