it was just another reminder that it's always gonna be about her
it doesn't matter how much time we spend talking,
as soon as she walks in the room, all your attention goes towards her.
like other people aren't there at all.
and in a way, she takes advantage of that.
she knows you'll always be there for her,
she knows you'll let her do pretty much whatever she wants.
she knows that even after you fell right on your head, you're still head over heels for her.
but on the other hand, it made me realise
no matter how hard i try to be there for you
you're always gonna go back to her.
it's always about her.
you once said it yourself.
you know i won't hurt you like she does.
you know i won't betray you like she did.
you know you'll be much happier with me.
things will be easy. it'll be natural.
but even then, you still choose her.
i can never win.
i can never be her.
and i don't even think i want to be like her.
you said there was a special place for me in your heart.
and i don't doubt that.
but that special place isn't the same place as the one for her.
i guess after realising all of this,
i'm okay with where we're going with this.
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